What did i do to deserve so much?

Hmmm, totally relaxed today. Woke up in the morning to accompany mum out for breakfast. Came home, read till the evenings, then accompany mum again for medi/pedicure and dinner.

Had alot in my mind at the shop, senseless thoughts again? Guess my life's too good which explains why I have so much time to have thoughts like that.

While I was sitting in that prettily decorated room.....
Someone may be having sucidal thoughs.
Someone may be tortured so badly and no ones there to help them.
Someone may be dying from the beatings of their abusive husband.
Someone may be so hurt they wish they were never born.
Little children lying at the corner of streets, too weak to move.

Its horrible, and unfair how can one person be enjoying and yet there are people suffering at the same time.

Daddy God, did u allow this to happen? Why are you not doing anything about it... I don't understand...

Ahhhhh... headache..