loves;
2:12 AM;

Met up with Xiao Di and the rest yesterday (: Have got a few photos to update. Will load them soon.

Books have been my best friend again ever since that noob took my psp. Blame his guard duties. Boo.

I can't sleep. Haven got much to do so i got the keys to my locker and look through my old stuffs. All sorts of things, stuff that i treasure, presents, letters, notes, accessories etc etc etc. They bring back lots of old memories. Once again, so much to say but I can't. Boo X 2

More importantly,
Happy Birthday to my Dearest.
Loves

loves;
1:46 AM;

What did i do to deserve so much?

Hmmm, totally relaxed today. Woke up in the morning to accompany mum out for breakfast. Came home, read till the evenings, then accompany mum again for medi/pedicure and dinner.

Had alot in my mind at the shop, senseless thoughts again? Guess my life's too good which explains why I have so much time to have thoughts like that.

While I was sitting in that prettily decorated room.....
Someone may be having sucidal thoughs.
Someone may be tortured so badly and no ones there to help them.
Someone may be dying from the beatings of their abusive husband.
Someone may be so hurt they wish they were never born.
Little children lying at the corner of streets, too weak to move.

Its horrible, and unfair how can one person be enjoying and yet there are people suffering at the same time.

Daddy God, did u allow this to happen? Why are you not doing anything about it... I don't understand...

Ahhhhh... headache..

loves;
9:17 PM;

loves;
8:58 PM;

WaterMelon Dessert (:

Huge is the word. Wonder if it's prepared by machine or by hand o.o
Lalala, looking forward to the 18th ): I miss my noobies :D

loves;
12:41 AM;

Thanx Tim (: For the cash items, Wakakaka...


BeforeAfter *Cute ba cute ba!!!!*

loves;
1:20 PM;

Fever last night =( Due to my laziness for bringing umbrellas i guess ): So here i am, being a good girl, gonna stay at home for the whole day =D

Can't remember when was the last time I was home alone. Love snuggling in my blanket when it rains. Ahhh. Having a cup of hot chocolate now would be nice (:

Was worried that I would have failed Travel & Leisure because I din't get my Peer Evaluation done. Did i mention anything about it?

The penalty of it sucks. 50% will be decuted from my Evaluation marks. If i get D for it after deduction, 20% will be decuted from my project work score. And if i get a F, 50% will be deducted. Like wth isn't it? No matter, 50% will still be deducted from my project work.

Which is like 30-40% of my Overall. Seriously have no idea who came out with such a dumb penalty.

I'll not complain so much if i'm at fault. She claims that an email with information of the evalution will be sent out to the class, which i did not recieved. I email-ed her to ask for the email and she reply, wanting me to get it from my groupmates. Fine, so i got the URL from jason/chuan rong.

According to her, the email states the dateline as 3rd Feb 00:00 hours, but hello?? I did not recieve the email in the first place. I asked everyone else who recieved the email and answers i got was 3rd Feb 11:59/4th Feb. Even so, i went VBUS to double check the dateline, it says 3rd Feb. Got into the website to get it done in the morning of 3Feb and the evalation was closed. Crap. So the information provided by VBUS isn't all that accurate afterall.

I also remember her saying "Even so, u shouldn't have done it one day before the closing date" Hmmm, so what are datelines for? I intended to do it within the dateline isn't it. Blah.

Yeah!! My new laptop. Wahahahaha. And yes, I'm using it now (((((((:

You've got no idea how much Daddy and Mummy loves me. They can't help it i guess, sacrifices have to be made to have a really CUTE daughter huh =X

PS: Step Up 2 is WOOTS !

loves;
2:42 PM;

Man, sometimes i really hate myself... There are things that I feel that I should do, but whats up with the bitterness.

Why do I ALWAYS have to convince/force myself into doing things that I do not feel like doing or do not want to do?

Why do i ALWAYS have to give my last sweet away no matter how much I want to keep it for myself?

Why do i ALWAYS have to give up what I want just because I believe he/she will be happy?

Am I really that selfish that I have to force myself into doing things that I'm suppose to do, actions that are supposedly right? Wish I'm a better person so that all these comes naturally. If only I am capable of doing them happily and willingly all the time huh...

loves;
2:37 AM;

Dad actually gave me the permission to stay over at the Class Chalet. WoW!

loves;
2:53 AM;